Here is more of this update I found in his room amazing, how can he be so disorganized  and know where he put anything at all?!  I would not enjoy this, I walked into his room and there are boxes, 10 large ones and various mismatched items in each protruding out the tops of them all and TONS of individual papers, you read and it abruptly stops as fear sets in when you realize the linking papers are somewhere else! I feel I need to explain what is taking so long with time constraints pandemic and work I feel I will need a family member to inherit this undertaking when I pass my "gift" to bestow upon one "lucky" member..  smh I did say to my friend " Yes anything you need I will do for you"  so here I am and God bless him .

"Ok IQ tests have some merit ..the one above is actually a lower score then i usually get with these and i do them one time and move along ..do not cheat yourself with retakes ..and do not keep taking multiple ones daily because you can indeed artificially inflate your iq points ..I usually wait months between them I do several in a day then stop and take an average   ..timed i find are the toughest for me .. I suck ,the clock factor makes me think clock ..all i can think of is clock those i score the same on as in real life one i took a couple years back ..140s
 
    but had not taken part 2 lol lazy.(update 154 after 2 in person tests, I had to actually do a 2nd test since it only tested me to the 140s not sure why they did not have a test up to the highest maybe it takes longer than allowed for 1 session i imagine. but just repeating ..I was told that I scored higher on some like way way up which is why part 2 of the tests was needed  but my visual processing speed was 72 ..this is tallied together along with my 114 for vocaby  shit, ya I HATE English, anything to do with it and yes  I hate reading too  and somehow I still do well on the testing, I  like to think up an answer though to problems that I think of in science real world stuff why this works I do it because to me idk its like i cheat if i learn something I did not figure it out myself and its boring just thinking of a question and googling it without using your mind to figure it out google searching for answers is like watching 2 turtles humping BORING if I just read answers ..so It takes me much longer to get the answers do to this fact but I have found over time as I answer the questions figuring them out other things are easier  ..why does a bumble bee fly ..now I use wood on a vibrating table the board will glide across the table ..i hear a bee like that buzz loud there is vibrations I see in my head the hairs vibrating fuzzy bee and air flow happening then its wings are going all these seem to equal flight to me .. shave the bee and see if it can fly now ..it not im right if so i could still be right because less weight idk or i could be wrong but it makes sense to me..

     I will say though im usually pretty right on with reasons why and many times my answers prove out after a number of years when "they" have proclaimed it lol .. like still I know taste comes from similar method as sight your tongue decodes the vibrational information in the foods the chemicals that break down and says ahh n.salt or pepper so on .. same with smell .. they will find this out and i will be right took me 20 years to get answers that I knew would come from inside atoms that each have lb for lb power of a black hole AND this is also why I believe we can or some see into the future ever now and then the mind aligns just right to alter time like a black hole would and mentally and rapidly get info from the future ..imo ..or im nuts well that too haha. ..

I told these people that first one I took I was so nervous I could not think nor retain anything I was being asked to do this retake proved my point!  ..without the clock i still take close to the same time and actually faster sometimes but i go up like 40 points or more ..lol  I have serious adhd as diagnosed by officially tested hehehe .. I never knew it, I always thought with adhd you get distracted but because i went in my head all the time and daydreamed that was not adhd it was lazy headedness and truthfully I could not come out of my mind I did not think to come out at will .. when i thought to I could with some effortbut within a small amount of time i would slip back into it hahaha.. so ok I get it ..they put me on adderall ..but i have to see shrinks ..

so fk that I stopped and quit adderall no choice ..apparently them knowing i need it and having did a 3 or 4 hour test that clearly showed means somehow a shrink will talk me out of a medical problem which is why they hold back your much needed medication if you do not go ..oh wait a shrink cannot talk you out of adhd ..so holding back meds does what?? FUCK them ..I missed 3 appointments last one being I had pneumonia and could prove it but they would not hear it and also do not want me back int that building hahaha.. .

anyway IQ tests do not prove a whole lot .. this is to that as ..and if you have never seen the words used you guess ..so a foreign person or an uneducated person will get it wrong ..some math that you need higher schooling same thing . i score fairly well ..with 120s in the official time tested ones and now 154 vindicating what I said to the previous tester ..the person doing that then did not get that if youre nervous and cannot think because the clock that it will not effect the test that much here is why I get more nervous than most on no matter what I seem to do .I am a perfectionist not because i want to be but because i was called a moron stupid so on since i was little it was upsetting and I would be hit for shit because someone no names assumed I was pretending to be dim witted however it really reinforced in me that i was stupid because to be hit for something for pretending to be dumb meant to me I should absolutely have known and i didnt which made me a moron just like i was being called. SO If I lose at shit If i get something wrong doesnt matter if i come up with new ideas and they are proved out i have had MANY of them proven matters not what matters is what i get wrong those make me feel stupid I hate it ..

I never expect another person to feel like i do if they are wrong I dont even think twice about it .. i cannot give myself a break on anything if i sin i have no forgiveness for me others can and they are going to heaven .. I dont think i can handle this kind of mind in me much longer its quite relentless and has more energy than I do , I know it sounds odd i will clarify I can be laying down dead tired and my mind will continue to pound me with questions or make me feel guilty for smallest fkn things .. there by having more energy than me its odd to me too but thats the best i can explain it . 

man in my first test .I saw an unreal amount of forgetting my short term memory is really good normally i can do 18 numbers forward and I got 19 backwards ..with no tricks just natural ..but testing live ..I got 12 forward and 13 backwards ..ya no mistype i did more backwards and i brot that up to show obviously nerves have quite a bit to do with it ..I got the simplest puzzle one wrong and the most complex one correct ..i was scared and then it went away and i did good on the puzzles after ..its so dumb ..but ya nerves do indeed lower your points and allot not just a little ..in puzzle solving international iq I got 200 thats right ..yes online that was good but adding words vocab and all the fixings i go to average online of 160s with some low and  as the one above ..and no I  am not genius in my mind I am an idiot in a lot of ways i did not notice and entire room had been repainted and new furniture put in along with a rug when the floor was wood ..i did notice the computer was moved ..ya genius lmao ..

I did hear from other Drs that if you have adhd and another thing it can drop you 2 standard deviations so the person doing the test was completely wrong smh I did feel the guy did not like me honestly but then again I can get that wrong too I may be reflecting how i feel about me off him like i do too much actually  ..
      tests are fun i like the questions to answer so i take them from time to time ..oh and how they say iq are not gained they are full of shit ..because another one i did in the 7th grade I scored an 80 and ya i was nervous then too hehe ..and as it shows nerves and 120s nerves in my adult age so this shows under same conditions a 40 point gain ..now with meds that takes care of one adhd part I am in 150s  officially, so what to say to that ? these people are not right and these same types of people have been wrong for so long and still here they are being listened to. Passed the mensa test I missed Prometheus society by a few points so thats it for me ..you know what that all means to me ..I am not a moron genius to me is not me, if you can be cooking frozen chicken patty and you take the chicken to put it in boiling oil and you trance out so  to you, you are at the sink putting a spoon into the water and you put your hand into the boiling oil with the chicken patty .. is this genius? smh 

 

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